outdate.this.is.cos.i.am.busy.

Shuli said my blog is v outdated cos the last entry was last year’s fireworks festival.

k i should write more ~ >.< ~

Add comment May 27th, 2008

Inspired. Impressive.

Had been out most weekends. Let’s see what impressed me and who inspired me.

::Singapore Fireworks Celebration 2007::
There was company event to go to the Singapore Fireworks Celebration 2007. Bf was abit bored with the idea of having to squeeze with ther crowd and all but I insisted to go. You can sit comfortably while watching fireworks by marina bay @ the floating platform, why not? Just bear with it while squeezing w the crowd while queueing.

First time watching firworks this close, it was a good experience. Not much successful / nice snaps thou.

::Timbre - The Good Fellas ::
Support local music ~!! yeah ~! This is the one and only band so far that I really like locally. They are tight, versatile, power vocalist and most of all, they’re passionate abt music or @ least the music they played. I am not sure if they have their own songs cos they normally play covers @ Timbre. I am not sure how long they will be the resident band there cos i know that Timbre changes resident band every now and then. Once again, Support local music ~!!!

::Molly the Painter::
I hardly know who is Molly till i saw it somewhere @ some design magazines. I never bother to find out more till this workshop @ Barsheer Gallery last friday. Thanks to HT I went to it and gotta know that the artist, Kenny Wong, is from HK too ~! whee… whee… was inspired by him his freedom to create figures of his interest. No being restrict by so-called deadline or @ least others’ proj deadline. Wht he is doing/ creating is for himself but not for anyone. I wish that one day I can be like that. Both HT n I concluded that we won’t be able to cos we’re slacker ad will only work for it when ppl pushed us to. People like our AD, PMs or client ~!! hur hur …

3 comments August 29th, 2007

Visiting Gigi @ the lonely island..

Some latest updates of recent being.

After mum left after he one month’s stay in June. Bro came to visit. He gotta stay a few nites in his own room cos the room was in-between tenants. New tenant came in July. Nice pleasant gal, Hazel, from Malaysia. I like this one much better than the indonesian gal. Mainly cos she never “press” my price n being a nice gal and more polite. Baby, my other tenant, is a good one too. I hope that I will have some peace now. I dun wanna having “serve” them here n then. Just give me some peace for a while so that i can rest my mind.

Avis visited me in June too. Kind of happy to see her. Most exciting part is that she + Shackie will be in SG in August. yay we can finally meet @ the place when we first met ~! I’m looking forward to chill out with both of them. Thou after so many years i feel that we’re drifting apart, I seems to be the one who can communicate with them both. Their thinkings are quite different and mine’s just in middle.

Coming in September, I’ll be finally able to have a break from work n got for a 2 weeks long trip. Still planning for the itinery, hope that it’ll be a good trip.

Add comment July 24th, 2007

Life w/o the bf…

for 2 weeks. It’s time to turn my rants to the blog ! wa ha ha !

Bad mood this week since monday. I hate it when I was panic OT-ing and another person kept pestering me to do faster cos I m going to meet that person, whom is also my bf. It even made my mood worse that was dragged over to these few days. On top of that unhappiness, I was so stressed over the trip cos I need to confirm the air-tix by wednesday(today) but not all accomodations are confirmed. I had no one to discuss or talk to about it and I felt like suffering from inside and cannot tell how stress i was. Till today afternoon, I jsut asked my bf if there is enuf for the plan b4 the trip if not Just push back to Sept. We decided to push, I called my agent n wanna cancelled but till end of the day I have no call from her so that mean if she can cancel our tic or not. This sound complicating and I dun know how to make the story understandable. Anyway… I kept searching for hostel whenever I can/ free @ work. Till I got headache n I felt so much pressure from dun know where.

Discussion with my AD abt our team restucturing. Actually I m not sure if things will be better for me. Think i’ll just give it some time and see how.

I think I can’t think stright these few days. Too much bothering me. and the fucking wedding lunch coming up this sunday @ Raffles Hotel. Wht the fuck is “Tropical Celebration Attire” ? wht fuck. I only know I will attend alone n being there like an idiot so I need to look nice n dress nice.

Dun think so much. I need to sleep now.

1 comment June 21st, 2007

what is happening recently…

….  it’s quite abit. With mama in the house and talking to me every night in the background whenever i m in the house. I have been experiencing life w mama again ~! Abit less personal space cos we sharing the masterbed room now but life is good cos someone is there to clean, wash my clothes, tidy up the wardrobe, change bedsheet, wash bedsheet n etc etc. hur hur  ~

Secondly, I had asked my indoesian tenant to leave~!! I couldn’t take her requests every now and then. Fix up things for her, call gas for her and to tolerate her mama/bf coming to stay in our flat every now and then, plus her blasting of the air-con. Many factors with the initial negotiation of renting out the room w 280/mth, I think I had enough. I asked her (nicely) to leave, for the sake of my mental health. Giving her 1 month notice to leave, it means that when my bro comes SG next mth, he can stay back in our flat ~! How nice ~!!

Crisis to the company, lots of ppl are leaving or left ~!! My prev boss, who employed me, had left. I am happy for him and wishing him all the best. My bf is serving his 2 mth notice too. I m happy for him that he made that decision. I think he deserves a break and to leave the company. Anyway, we’re planning a trip in July. Just hope that we can confirm that dates soon cos my bf stil doesn’t know when his last day is.

*Added flickr badge + new photo under “snaps”

Add comment May 17th, 2007

watch me gone crazy this month..

…cos my parents are coming in coming sunday. I knew it when i was 1 week after i back from HK. I really dun know wht are thye thinking about. The flat can contain 3 of us + 2 tenants. It seems that they NEVER realised that the rooms are rented out. When my bro talked to my papa, he said that it never cross his mind that there’s not enuff space. I was super frustrated about it @ the same time I feel that he is such a poor thing cos he is not doing well in his job. His co likes to squeeze everything out of employers with that tiny salary. Mama, on the other side, was still depressed over my granny’s death. Thus, the reason that she will be staying here for ONE BLOODY MONTH. Conclusion : I think i have to share the room with her for ONE BLOODY MONTH. Fuck. I hate this. I need my space. It’s not easy dealing with having 2 tenants in the household already.

I may not sound like the most adorable + fillial daughter in the universe, but those who know me will know how i’ve been contributing to the family. For those who know more abt my mum will know why i hated her so much. Anyway, I hope that everything will be alright for this time (not very optimistic abt it thou).

2 comments April 30th, 2007

Fly Away

I’ve booked my air-tix back HK last week. I wanna take minimum leaves n spent minimum $$ on the trip this time. NO promo this period for one. Budget fare tix are sold out, I’m left with the expensive range from budget airlines. No available return tix on the date that I wanna fly back SG. In the end, I managed to get a jetstar to HK and get TigerAirways to SG. So I will landed in HK and coming back from ShenZhen. It should be a tiring trip and I have not confirm where to stay on my first nite. Waiting for Shackie to tell me that I can stay with him or his brother.

Add comment March 27th, 2007

What should i do.

It’s been awhile that I m getting bit low morale @ work. Rushing multiple projects/emails everyday. Lots of work but not much $$. The kind of projects/ work are repeated over and over again. It makes me feel like a factory worker or machine, which executes eDM everyday.  I have no idea or no inspiration in doing anything more CREATIVE anymore although there’re some new projects being thrown to us.  We’re too tired or too braindead to think of good stuff. I dun even have time to surf nice design webbies.

Starting to feel that I do not have the energy to strive/rushing or even not wanting to go to work someday (like today). It seems meaningless to me (if not counting the monthly salary). This is not a good sign. It makes me feel like back when i was @ IT Team but the only difference thing is that I was too free that I feel tht it’s meaningless to work, but now it’s the opposite. Ironic huh ?

I’ve been thinking if I should just give up doing design or being a so-called designer ? It’s not as if i m very good @ it anyway. But then what can i do better ?

*P.S. No news on grandma’s funeral date yet. Have been told that I may need to wait up till a week.

6 comments March 21st, 2007

Bad News.

Got a bad news this afternoon while I got online. Bro message me over MSN that grandma (Po Po) passed away last nite/this morning. She left while she was sleeping. I think this is the least painful way. Had been trying to check out air-tickets price to go back for a few days. They will only know the funeral date by next monday so I can only just wait for1 more day and see how things go.

Spent a peaceful afternoon @ home today. Cleaned up the house abit and watched bit drama series that I’ve downloaded. It had been long since I had this unusual “me” time @ home whereby there is just me alone cos I’ve got 2 tenants now, One indonesian + one filippino in the house now. I think i should try to do it once a month. To stay home and clean house bit by bit every month. hur hur …..

Add comment March 18th, 2007

Run 07. Re-Launch.

Yeah I AM BACK !!!! WOAH !! So excited to have new blog to show the world. I miss blogging as well as reading other’s. I have not been reading others for long already. Those close blog friends listed on the right, esp Stan’s one !! He got a NEW layout finally ~!!! hur hur hur …. find that mine’s looks like Yen’s one. esp the background. mmm… let me change as I update my blog bit by bit ~!!

I have not really figure out how this wordpress works. It’s bit sucky thou. I wonder if i will change the blog script again. Let’s see how.

P.S. Please dun run my blog in firefox. It will go haywire and I dun know how to fix it yet !! ~>.<~

3 comments March 16th, 2007